She passed away the morning of February 14, 2012.
She did not pass peacefully due to the cancer overwhelming her small body. I'm still attempting to cope with my loss of her...
I was unable to handle taking care of her -during her end of life- and checking my online stuff (emails and profiles). So, naturally I opted to put all of my time and energy in making her as comfortable as possible. I spent every waking moment watching her and holding her when she was awake. Cleaning her up and hand feeding her when she was barely able to move about. Giving her medicine, even though she hated to taste. She was my life and now I'm at a loss.
After my little girl passed away, I kept myself as secluded as possible, in order to try to heal. Knowing that the general human population doesn't really understand why someone would consider any other living being their child if that being isn't human. They, also, wouldn't understand the distraught emotions I was/am feeling from her death.

I must admit that I feel a great deal of hatred for the "animal breeders" that inbreed such precious beings for "attractive" traits. I know karma will punish me for this but I wish nothing but pure grief for those "animal breeders".


I will end this entry with letting you know that I won't be accepting any commissions and/or request. I'm sorry.